july 1st

im reading more weil. im sitting at my dining table looking out the window still. it's still light out. looking out the window, sitting here and looking out my window is what i do. i've slowly been becoming more affected. my current project is eating all of the non-expired food in my fridge and all of the food in my freezer and all of the non-stale food in my cupboards. i have been very good at this recently because i have the least amount of money as an adult i have ever had in the past few years right now due to poor budgeting.

july 3rd

there is still wisteria out my window. there isn't supposed to be any wisteria outside at this time. someone made a mistake.

july 4th

the heat wave was set about to kill the last of the wisteria. it's working. i feel sick and confused. i am sick and confused. larger settled plants need to be watered less often, to the point that it seems the correct amount is never.